I seriously want to tell them I don't enjoy when people call me an useless person, and an orphan, can't they see my brother is still alive my family is still alive but they still call me an orphan and show me sympathy, bullshit, sometimes I want to go to somewhere where nobody found me even if I die nobody will cares cause I've seen them enjoying a funeral like it's a party, I want to be free, I've to ask for their permission months ago just to go out with my friends, I always argued with my family to go out with my friends,