@Tae I get your point too but just because their feelings are valid does not make it right too. You can't expect to meet a person one day in the morning and expect them to die for you by evening. I don't really remember what happened later but from the chapters I remember
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I read he was still being mean about it to her and honestly made her feel more guilt for no reason at many more instances. Which is another reason I'm kinda still not defending him.
it was to the point I just wanted the girl to slap him and move on but I do think I haen't read after ch 50 because I was waiting for more chapters so you can tell me if he gets better.