@Tae I get your point too but just because their feelings are valid does not make it right too. You can't expect to meet a person one day in the morning and expect them to die for you by evening. I don't really remember what happened later but from the chapters I remember
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I read he was still being mean about it to her and honestly made her feel more guilt for no reason at many more instances. Which is another reason I'm kinda still not defending him.
it was to the point I just wanted the girl to slap him and move on but I do think I haen't read after ch 50 because I was waiting for more chapters so you can tell me if he gets better.
Yeah, he gets better, he lets it go. He decides he doesn't want to leave anyone behind anymore because he hates how it feels to be abandoned. The girl starts hating herself cause she feels like a burden, she is still really nice tho, and it seems like she is developing feelings for him. Things turned south, and all their efforts to make up were wasted cause after his mom got infected and died, he ran away and turned off his emotions. He's on a little killing spree right now. I didn't go into too much detail, I'm at ch 88.
