Comment by esryzc on Banana_ duck

@Banana_ duck Leave them, I did and I'm happy. They were making me sad in the name of jokes when ever I speak. I was crying at home, so much depressing times. I was arguing with my parents. They were worried about me so they even wanted to change my school. So in summer break I stopped my friendship with them I couldn't find close friends for a year I was feeling so lonely but there was noone who is making fun of me so I wasn't at least sad anymore. But I started to feel like no one loves me. I was having hard time while approaching new people. Then one day I asked to a girl to having the lunch together I remember that my voice was trembling while asking. Anyways I found a new friend who was kind to me. I wasn't expecting something from her in the first but we got closer. And she introduced me her friends then I feel more confident and I started to making new friends on my own. I was shy, anxious and introvert now I have friends that they care about me now I feel like I'm the leader of them. They're always asking me while doing something. I'm so glad that I didn't stay friends with them yes I struggled but I had wonderful friendships in my last year. After graduation we still are meeting up. And I have been friends with that lunch girl for 3 years. If I didn't ask her in that day I was someone else today. Sorryy for yapping a lot but I wanna help to people who has been having similar situations I hope you will be okay 🥹💕