She obviously would start to beg as her trauma makes her thing that they would the do the same as the people from her past would, and if you went through the same as her when you were a child you are most likely to do the same as, cause of how scared you are. Another thing is that you are not one who has experienced through that so you may not know how she feels, meaning don’t call her cringe for what she is doing or maybe you experienced what she did then you should know better to not call her cringe