He didn't allow anyone to help him before because he got used to that, it's routine, it's second-nature, that's how walls work. The moment he let someone 'help' him that second nature was disrupted. Think of sleep schedules and jet lags. I think it was a very realistic reaction if author reasoned it like that. I'm pretty sure it was stated too, though in a more cliche manner. Thouuuugh I can't be confident of what the author meant to potray, that's my interpretation.
it’s not mid if you reinterpret the meanings. I’ve seen manga run with bottoms/FLs saying ‘I’m not like other bottoms/FLs’ then be exactly just like another Bottom/FL. But in my meeeagre expertise, this isn’t one.
Ik it was a pretty cheesy way to explain it but it’s the best way I can describe it. If it convinced you, dont give up on this manga hastily TwT
it’s not mid if you reinterpret the meanings. I’ve seen manga run with bottoms/FLs saying ‘I’m not like other bottoms/FLs’ then be exactly just like another Bottom/FL. But in my meeeagre expertise, this isn’t one.
Ik it was a pretty cheesy way to explain it but it’s the best way I can describe it. If it convinced you, dont give up on this manga hastily TwT