@Siegward She didn't marry him because she wanted to. Plus, the ml is no better. He's a loser who lost his position in a coup, so imagine the kind of position he put all of his supporters in, including the fl? It's been 16 years, and he's just laying down and letting people take advantage of him. He's not a suitable partner either.
Yeah I know she didn't marry him because she wanted to, but she felt deeply guilty for it. She felt that she betrayed the ML because of that, and genuinely thought he hates her for it.