@iamyoursugardaddy You are right about me losing myself . We've been dating for an year and she has always said that I'll hurt her one day , that I'll leave her, many times she talked about break up after totally misinterpreting my words . She tends to twist my words and turn them around on me. It has become exhausting but that wasn't something that would drive me to leave her. But now i don't think I can handle being the one who's always at fault. I'll talk to her and whatever it. Thanks man what you said really made me feel validated