What i was enjoying it ,guess will have to come back to reality now😢

I was inches a way in killing my dad,l was holding a knife and i really wanted to stab that mother fuc***, that bi*** my be my parent but he's no father to me.All my life he have all way been absent because of his "religion ”and he always choose them(his church friends) over his family and he fuc**** cheated on my mom with his high school crush oh and by the way he always bring us down(me and my siblings)EVERY FUC**** TIME we are happy and always call us lazy and tell us how stress it is to go home with it being dirty and it's always me who got to be shouted because l was the only one in the house even tho i don't go out to my room because of how depressed i have been and before some people come to me be like ya his an ass**** but you can't kill because of that well do you even know that he fuc**** beat me with a broom stick and i had to wear a skirt so that the scaring wouldn't show in public

(And no i didn't kill him even tho he deserve to be kill because i still want to go to heaven)
(But i was actually having thoughts if i should kill him or kill myself so this fuc**** life would end)
(Ps:am saying all this in here because i don't have a friend and am lonely)
(I don't really want to kill him more like strangel him til he passed out and i would do this to every villain in every bl)

Hi guys👋 i have a problem, if i should tell my sister that i read bl and not just bl,the one that have spicy scene.My sister is trust worth and i also knom her secrets that our parents don't know,but the thing is that i have been hiding it for about 3 years now without anyone knowing so.......

Should I tell her or not?

I'm just afraid to be judged,also only my friends that also read bl know about my secret

me likey❤️❤️

Hi.....so update about my preg dog,she gave birth to 5 puppies but unfortunately the 2 died and this was month ago now the more bad news is that the other puppy died i didn't know why or how i just wake and so the other puppy not moving and i check that's how i found out that the puppy was dead,now the other puppy is weak and my family keep saying that the other puppy will also die and i can't do anything about it since the puppy was already weak and also because it's my dogs first puppies so my dog doesn't really know what to do.l am afraid to sleep because i think when I woke up the other puppy will be dead,and i have no one to comfort me since i don't have a friend and my family don't care.am sad and lonely 😞😞my eyes and head hurts from all the crying (i have been crying since in the morning and is nighttime now)

I can feel that something bad will happen
Or am just delulu and want some little drama since some of the recent chapter are just sm**,but no hate tho i like sm**

Soooooooooo ammmmmm i don't know what to do right now because im reading this while listening to my brother's music which is a godship songs, because like i want to stop but like its interesting so what do I do????

I just fuc**** found out that my male dog died and am fuc**** crying and im saying it here because i have no one to talk to about this because i have no friends and am so sad because this is the second dog that have died and there both mine,now i only have one dog and she's pregnant and the father is my male dog that have just died