@Ren I also don’t say any of that to invalidate your experience. But what we are being shown here is not what ur describing. The bottom is completely at gyeol’s mercy. He has had basically no say in what is being done to him, and Gyeol doesn’t know if what he’s doing is comforting him or not. He just does it.
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@Mary Go back to the beginning chapters. Mc is continuously used for s*x by ml after traumatizing or hard times. He began to associate s*x with ml as a way to comfort him, it’s quite clear actually.
And I don’t think mc is forcing himself on ml. Ml seems uncomfortable more with the idea of mc knowing what he’s done with his abuser, or the fact that his abuser will find out.
I admit that mc has left marks when stated not to, but saying the recent signs of discomfort are from the s*x itself doesn’t really make sense considering the beginning and the fact neither of them have therapy, so they likely wouldn’t be improving on their own.