Comment by Tamagowaiiyo on Byeol

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@Byeol

 im sorry i kinda confused on the first sentence( eng is not my first language) "that the least I would call it love personally." is it at least i would call it love even tho it mixed with other thing right? 😂sorry for studying english right now😂
i agree on the guilt as well but forgot to mention it earlier. Like i said i dont think it just pure love in their relationship, guilty codependency jealousy is definitely mixed in it 
what i tried to say and people got mad at me is that ian still love Tj because i think he still do but not because Ian love who he TJ now but more like because Ian still love Tj in the past and since at the end Tj in the past and TJ is the same person. It will be hard for Ian to stop loving him. I mean if they really reading the story they would know and i just state the obvious fact, tbh what im writhing right now, is not my thought alone(that would be impossible) 

i have to say that after reading your comment i immediately know that u really read it and put logic than emotion in your comment!  

btw i how would u rate pizza delivery man ? 

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@Tamagowaiiyo I am sorry it was confusing. It's like ian still has lingering love for tj but love filled with guilt that often waning(/diminishes)strength whenever ian see tj's changed new self but probably because ian is guilty of creating of tj's new self(relating to the scar) he only sees tj as how he used to be like an illusion so, ian still have feelings for that past tj.
Yes, like u said ian loves the tj in the past even if tj changed he couldn't let go of tj bcuz for Ian who refuse to see the changed tj in his eyes tj still the boy he loved so, only when ian accepts tj is not the same as he used to be we can say for sure if Ian still loves new tj or just guilt but he cares for tj whether tj changed or not for sure.
(Don't worry eng is not my first language either I suck at it too)

Pizza delivery man and the gold palace is 10/10 ik it sounds ridiculous to rate full but I love it to be so biased!!! lol you should check it out like (author)u-pi nim other works too.
[I will write down why I love it to that lvl, not really a spoiler but just in case u don't want that]
Spoiler!
U-pi nim wrote about 2 non toxic characters gradually falling in love with no useless misunderstandings cuz they communicate while showing people's struggles, burnout and panic attacks (dw author portrays it well) be warned its a slow burn love to the point we are waiting season 2 for intimate scenes

This is based on season 1 (only bl/no sm**) but season 2 (yaoi/sm**)  is already out in raw translation will be out soon 

[This definitely spoiler but if u curious about their dynamic in intimacy cuz so many ppl used to be *sigh* it's not even important but ppl *smh* anyway  I recommend you to find it yourself it's interesting that way ]

Spoiler!
If it's like u-pi other works seo-an(black hair) gonna be uke Woo-won(ash brown)will be top, we are awaiting a power bottom