@KTSupreme Another thing I'm leaning on a bit in this story is that a person diagnosed with, for example, chronic depression at their worst moment (episode), isn't quite their true self, not quite their true character. They become themselves again when the condition subsides, even just a little. So, Mok-Yeon behavior we see now isn't quite his usual behavior; on the contrary, it's most likely atypical for him, but the illness takes its toll. That is, there is a chance that when he gets better, he will sincerely regret his actions and will evaluate them as wrong, because he will return to a state of "sanity".
But a lot depends on Nanjo's feelings, his POV, his character, his desires and even his strength of spirit. Because, one way or another, Mok-Yeon is too complex for most people, in my opinion.😁
But I agree that when you look at the situation from Nanjo's perspective, you don't believe in any love on Mok-Yeon's part (only obsession and selfishness), and staying as far away from Mok-Yeon as possible and never having anything to do with him seems like the right thing to do. Perhaps the only thing that helps here is that "the heart wants what the heart wants" and that we don't always choose those who are best for us, but simply those we want.
My comment may look like I'm trying to persuade you to read on🤣, but really, take care of yourself and your nerves!😉 We don't know what the story will ultimately be or what the author has in store for us!
ex-bato reader
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my favorite bl: Dawn of the Dragon (there's a real dragon in
