Comment by Byeol on Tamagowaiiyo

@Tamagowaiiyo I love you view on this too for me Ian's love for tj got mixed with so many things that the least I would call it love personally. Ian's emotions straying at chsp 24 might be bcuz if the lingering love for tj. ian actually doesn't mind what tj did to him and indeed stayed in the gang for tj, he put up with it but it destroyed his dream and left him as a monster only if he left when he had the moment he wouldn't murdered someone but he stayed cuz he did love tj.i think after the murder he felt his emotions ain't normal and 2 years prison gave the time to think about this 3-4years distance to make tj stable without him while ian find a way to cut ties with gang while still be there for tj. I think ian didn't mind what tj did was connected to tj's scar like he uttered the same thing as tj did when he got scar " I didn't want to anyway " that's also the guilt ian tied with tj that makes this 3-4 years plan hard to work but seeing this ian is love with the past tj who didn't change which isnt the case now like u said tj hurting jo might be the last straw to break the illusion of the how tj used to be, who ian had in mind and can't abandon.(remember when ian used his hands to hide tj scar)