@Lis Fankly stpeaking, why would ppl clap with you when you don't even bother to build (put effort in) a relation with them ? And yet you're saying you're frustrated ? Not sth you wish to hear but aren't you the fake one ?
Think harder : actually you say you don't want to be friends yet you also say you crave the appearance of friendship. Or rather the attention it draws. You're probably eperiencing some light narcissist spur.
Time to work on yourself because narcissism never make ppl happy -- be it their surroundings but even the narcissist themself, as they're addict to their narcissium and can't get enough of it.
Think harder : actually you say you don't want to be friends yet you also say you crave the appearance of friendship. Or rather the attention it draws. You're probably eperiencing some light narcissist spur.
Time to work on yourself because narcissism never make ppl happy -- be it their surroundings but even the narcissist themself, as they're addict to their narcissium and can't get enough of it.