@Rose  
It was reference of historic fictional show called game of thrones

@blake  Okay I knew my English is bad but I didn't think that it would be this bad that my feelings couldn't able to reach you .... Like, what if your boyfriend or fiancé sent you a text message with the full lyrics of a song you had told them you liked, and you got that message later? I mean, why would someone go all the way and type out the whole song’s lyrics in a text instead of just sending the link? I was the one who experienced that, and it instantly put me in defensive mode—like, I can’t just fully trust it. Okay, I admit it, I have trust issues, but it’s bugging me so much. I don’t know how to reply—should I be nice and say, “Oh, that’s really sweet, you put thought into this,” or should I be honest and ask, “Why would you do that? You could’ve just sent me the link.

@Flower 521 that's why I try to read and write but somehow because of it it triggers some points or relate to me and it's just makes me rethink all the  stuff....

@Ryip umm... I don't know  how to answer  to you but I think what you say in true somehow and that's what I'm doing it.... If I let relex myself a little bit I start to Overthink all the possibility about my future and all the unnecessary things... I've try to meditate... And stuff but it's just yk....

@Book well it's funny... That's why don't worry😉

@Book okay.. Now I think I'm an animal who is searching for the mate🥲😅😅

@Ryip okay... I just saw this reply but thanks....

@G** of delulu ok mr. Soon-to-be 18 years old. Hope you grow up healthy...